I am a happily partnered mid-age Asian man. We stepped into the esoteric world through tantra union. It is a wonderful new world for us. I grew up in Asia and was raised in some secular buddhism/taoism environments. I enjoy learning and am grateful…Continue
I have been away from my home country for a very long time. Living in the US for eighteen years, I am so used to be alone and independent (except my partner and a small groups of friends). This summer (I am in academia) I accepted a short teaching job back to my home country in Asia for a month. Maybe it's because of this coming return, maybe it's because of strong anticipation, in the last several months, during my meditation, I reflected on my past many many times. The past just like flood…Continue
I think my body is very sensitive to bad energy of hotel rooms. I cannot sleep well when I travel for business, and it's getting worse and worse every year. When I have personal travel, hotel room's bad energy is less an issue for my sleep since I always do outdoors and sight-seeing and my body is tired. But when I travel for business (mostly for conference), that is a boring setting without physical activities. I have tried many ways that normally made me sleep when sometimes I cannot sleep…Continue
I want to ask people here because you are those who can understand me most. I recently have some issues in my life, and this is one of them.
I had explored quiet a few esoteric areas in the last 7 years since I was introduced into this world. My partner also sensed that calling, but he is less inquisitive than I am. I am always curious and want to figure out why (the secret or theory behind). So I explored and looked for answers in many spiritual and esoteric fields. Eventually, I…Continue
One day we will all die, exit from this material body, then what? On that day, who are we? Or if one believes in reincarnation and think (s)he has been born many, many times in the past, and will be born again in the future. Then what is the purpose of being born so many times? Why do we have to go through so many lives? Are we happy about this life? Are we satisfied? Or are we remorse about what we have been through and anxious about what will be…Continue