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Binding heart's chaos

"Is this like you as a shaman binding to God's touch? Looking like Gothic text. The strain and stress the hart can endure, may be what buffs it to such a shin. Thanks for sharing"
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My Dark Lady Of Shadows

Duso Moja Mala,Before we had met, I had decided to end my own life. I would be free of the pain the wracked my being and that in itself kept my inner flame going.  I only had to make it to the end.  I only had to complete my duty to myself and my ghosts.  It consumed the last of my life's energy in my final push against the Darkness.  In that darkness, I found you.I was reckless.  A whirlwind of energy.  I had master crafted myself into a deadly weapon, my mind as sharp as any blade.  The…See More
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What brings you to Esoteric Online?
I unwittingly went through the spiritual alchemical process and am looking for greater understanding and wisdom, as well as a little bit of tutelage.
YouTube Channel
http://backavar
Current Path
Seeker (default)
Favorite Sacred Sciences
Yoga, Tai Chi, Magick
About Me
I have done many things in search of myself, testing who I am. I have stood in front of gods and monsters, principalities and powers, man and machine. I have lived in hell and glimpsed heaven. I simply am, and that is enough.
Astrological Sign
Scorpio
Favorite Books
Wheel of Time, LOTR, Dune, Foundation, Conan the Barbarian stories
Favorite Films
The Marvel Cinematic Universe, Documentaries, Rick and Morty

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Until the Stars Turn Cold

Posted on May 24, 2017 at 6:38pm 0 Comments

In a day I feel your breath

against my flesh so warm

In an hour I taste your scent

awakening my entire being

In a minute I have your touch

to soothe my aches and pains

In a second our souls meld

knowing each other completely



Each instant lasting an eternity

One moment in time

Eternity is broken in an…

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Treasure

Posted on May 24, 2017 at 3:19pm 1 Comment

There I stand, at the foot of a bridge. Debating on whether I want to cross or not I look around and see there is no where else to go. The first step is pain. I behold the make of the bridge and see that its made of glass. Jagged pieces, stronger than steel, large and small, stick out in every direction. No matter where I put my feet, but there is no where else to go. I take another step, and another. As my lifeblood makes a trail behind me and runs to the depths below, I…

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My Dark Lady Of Shadows

Posted on May 23, 2017 at 1:30pm 0 Comments

Duso Moja Mala,



Before we had met, I had decided to end my own life. I would be free of the pain the wracked my being and that in itself kept my inner flame going.  I only had to make it to the end.  I only had to complete my duty to myself and my ghosts.  It consumed the last of my life's energy in my final push against the Darkness.  In that darkness, I found you.



I was reckless.  A whirlwind of energy.  I had master crafted myself into a…

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Battlefield of the Damned

Posted on May 18, 2017 at 9:45pm 0 Comments

A thousand corpses

Litter the flowing plains

Where a battle has been fought

For all eternity.

 

The screams of the dead

And the dying

Echo in the dark recesses

Of the human soul.

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At 8:19am on May 25, 2017, Snodoc AND said…

thanks for your work, keep it coming

At 11:49am on May 18, 2017,
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anki
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Hi thanks for joining our community, please feel free to ask if you need any help.
Also check out our path portals for study on the site:

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