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a dead rose leftwas it enoughfrom a wounded manto a womanwould it be enoughcould he change your mindby thisleftover dream's could he face itcould you face itif it was lingeringcould i face it for youdid you mean to tell hersomething meaningfulwhen you calledwhen i answered a brother said i'll take ityou take a driveand i listenedand i waitedgun loaded, bible opencome and take your trainthis is your loading dockand i waitedyou scared me and i was ready to beat your assto the ground with molten…See More
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Posted on January 15, 2017 at 12:49am 1 Comment

The most terrifying thing 

is open arms 

from a closed heart

the most terrifying thing 

is open legs

from a closed heart

the most terrifying thing

is an upright cock

from a closed heart

the most terrifying thing

is a good song

from a dead soul

the most terrifying thing

i can't tell you

it's too difficult

the most terrifying thing 

is lurking.........

is lurking...




Posted on January 15, 2017 at 12:30am 0 Comments

I am the pain you 

won't admit

bring me a head 

on a plate

bring me your soul

on a shirt

make it marketable 

make it your heart for your soul

make it marketable

make it syllable

I am the hope in you


youth is I AM

static messages

Do you know how much love is inside you?

it'll get fucked up



trapped in a hat

and left

like it was…


sore thumb

Posted on December 5, 2016 at 1:05am 0 Comments

hey hello my name is bruce 

and i've been through some

shit, though i would like to think

of some other thing and wait

maybe an apology should be 

sent my way, i don't know

maybe apologies should be sent

to you, however, i hope so...

don't take it out on me

don't kill yourself so that

i would find you hung up on yourself

don't do it this way...

did the pills not work out?



as i've seen fit

Posted on November 16, 2016 at 7:00pm 0 Comments

cause i dig my feet in the dirt every day

to leave the word of god tongue tied

and i scrape by with what i am 

coming down from heaven with a hell of a hangover

and i drink every last dram of wine

to turn watered down into a curse

I'll wrestle my every night into dawn

but your cross, i left in the hearse 

if you come to find me and my soul

we'll have our feet up at the last supper

and between us, middle…


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