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cross, crux

Posted on March 15, 2017 at 11:23pm 0 Comments

you want to pry into 

to unlatch the blood beneath the scab

is it your son or your own flesh

well, rejection is a bitch

so i put out the line

and you crossed it with your dirty laundry

took a hammer and sank hooks in

to hang you out to dry

does it hurt that in the name of love

you give so much shit 

that it comes back and it shows

that it comes back to your nose?

you baited me, and you…



Posted on January 15, 2017 at 12:49am 0 Comments

The most terrifying thing 

is open arms 

from a closed heart

the most terrifying thing 

is open legs

from a closed heart

the most terrifying thing

is an upright cock

from a closed heart

the most terrifying thing

is a good song

from a dead soul

the most terrifying thing

i can't tell you

it's too difficult

the most terrifying thing 

is lurking.........

is lurking...




Posted on January 15, 2017 at 12:30am 0 Comments

I am the pain you 

won't admit

bring me a head 

on a plate

bring me your soul

on a shirt

make it marketable 

make it your heart for your soul

make it marketable

make it syllable

I am the hope in you


youth is I AM

static messages

Do you know how much love is inside you?

it'll get fucked up



trapped in a hat

and left

like it was…


sore thumb

Posted on December 5, 2016 at 1:05am 0 Comments

hey hello my name is bruce 

and i've been through some

shit, though i would like to think

of some other thing and wait

maybe an apology should be 

sent my way, i don't know

maybe apologies should be sent

to you, however, i hope so...

don't take it out on me

don't kill yourself so that

i would find you hung up on yourself

don't do it this way...

did the pills not work out?



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