Chris Kelley's Page

So I am going to layout some fundamental aspects of my current mental wanderings in regards to the esoteric/occult genre of reality. Which for me, tends to shade my personal, day to day life experience.

I mean it has to, it's a new lens to view the world that produces results and new experiences.

Any who…

Signs and symbols. They gain power through attention. Now if you have inherited these symbols via cultural tradition or subliminal methodology, can you truly know the…

Alright this is a philosophocal debate. In my mind.

Weird.

But for some reason I am pulled back to this paradox.

There seems to be question here that I "need" an answer to.

On first pass I think, well "the answer is in the question".

That's not good enough. Clues yes, but answers, no.

Is that the point? The goal? I haven't even established a starting line yet.

Weird times now.

Oh by the way, I'm not holding back on this one. Take a trip. There's no…

Thinking out loud here, but um what is the purpose of memory?

This is a tough concept to consider because, I think anyways, that we rely on memories (visual/emotional movie scenes) to fall back on and remind ourselves of "I am, I did".

I'm good enough because I did this back then, or I suck because I failed at that when I was 16...

But why do we hold onto to these "images" of experience?

Are we afraid that there won't be any more images?

Or are we in a situation…

My last post on desire, frankly could have been better I think.

But that's kinda the point?

With desire, one should also seek sight. Perception.

These aspects on "paper" seem simple enough, but they are far more important than characters for eyeballs to consume.

Accept that desire exists.

Now what do you do with it?

The aspect of sight/perception now appears, to me at least.

Where is the energy being directed?

Where to shoot the arrow?

What is the…