A constant and persistent question that has been with me for a very long time, which was compounded by a connection that I feel I had, with what I know as 'SELF'.
Favorite Sacred Sciences
Kabbalah, Alchemy, Sacred Geometry,
Always been on the outskirts of choas and alot of the time right smack bang in the middle. I had in my childhood, lets say a couple of lifetimes worth of experiences. I have, what some may call, ran from life, but what I deem, broadening my horizons and experiencing a broader culture. I have had many jobs, ranging from the mundane all the way to both exciting and unusual. I now work in the Adult film industry as a male performer and have done full time for the past 5 years.
I am, to the very best of my efforts, open to anything and everything that my heart will allow and deems fit in my moral preprogramming.
I am on a journey to understand myself and all I encounter through myself. I NEED to learn, I WANT to grow, I want to help others on there journey also.
I had a very intense experience about 9 months ago, were I believe I died, left my body and connected with ALL. I was given, for a brief moment, understanding that I can only describe as entire. This has now since faded but have been left with shadows and echoes of the understanding which were shown to me. I was awake for seven consecutive days and nights with an excitement and energy that is akin to a child on christmas morning or it's equivalent in other cultures, directly after this event I felt I had some in-calling of psychic abilities. Through the passage of time and the reemergence of EGO, these senses have since faded. So here I am. Arms open, and sponge like.
A New Earth ( Eckhart Tolle ), Tuesdays with Morrey, Law of Attraction, Celestene prophecy, Ormus modern dat ALchemy, Lost Secrets of the Sacred Ark,The Elixir of Immortality Cosmos and many more.
All Films that have been made with a seemingly hidden teaching
e.g Avatar, Phenomenon, Matrix etc
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