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The True Nature of the Moon

Started Jan 5 0 Replies

So, I had a revelation recently. I had seen some videos of the Lunar Wave and had done my share of digging on the Moon. Anyways, I am certain the Moon is an artificial satellite much like Saturn and…Continue

Tags: Lunacy, Gnosticism, Illusion, Archon, Moon

 

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I have no knowledge of what lies beneath But a vague understanding of what consumes me Memories of pain and memories of joy Nothing tangible can fill this void And as I seek for answers within my mind My vision is obscured by a blinding light Darkness begins to torment my soul And I'm locked within a gaping hole It seems the harder I try, the harder I fall And I'm trapped behind an endless wall Left to chase some unending light That only shines from time to time But it's a familiar light…See More
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What brings you to Esoteric Online?
The desire for more light.
Website
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YouTube Channel
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Current Path
Mystic
Favorite Sacred Sciences
Alchemy, Hermetics, Gnosism, Kabballah
About Me
Musician, writer, poet, creator.
Astrological Sign
Leo
Favorite Books
American Psycho
The Divine Comedy
1984
Favorite Films
Jacob's Ladder
The Crow
Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind
Donnie Darko

My eyes unsewn, at last I wake.
Born anew into a familiar place.
Crumbling walls within a hidden plane.
Yet still it seems I am further away.

Be humble.
Be loving and bold.
Yet flex graciously.
Like amorphous mold.
For it is upon the eternal stone.
That the ankh shapes the soul.
And that all we touch.
Will soon turn to gold.

Revering in my own shapelessness.
Admiring my very sense of aimlessness.
No different it seems then a game or test.
Imagining it all then manifest.
My unwavering eyes speak eternal truth.
Formlessly drawing from the fountain of youth.
Growth is the only means to be obtained.
Confronting sacred mirrors to then transmutate.

A metamorphosis
A knowledge of joy and pain.
From the empty abyss.
The angels pave the way.
Mirrored corridors for self-contemplation.
Black and white eternal transformation.
A marvelous construct in all its tempting appeal.
Humbled by its proportions I cannot help but kneel.

This sacred spiral.
This eternal pendulum.
Just knowing I was merely given the choice is all encompassing.
Just knowing, I am all-knowing is a gift in itself.
Now to observe…

In the silence.
Still in the silence.
I realize the clay is very much alive.
Megaliths seemingly intent to rise.
Again and again I watch it decay and die.
A symbiotic orgy for my weeping eyes.

And yet comfort…
A sense of peace in the waning noise.
Oh how precious the sanctity.
A stillness of black in the gaping void.
So familiar.
So very familiar and yet I could not fully see.
A scent I recall, so very dear to me.

So many years had passed.
My very dreams laid before me like shattered glass.
So oblivious to it all and asking why.
Yet all this time I had no clue it was in front of my eyes.

Innocence a time of unending yearn.
Echoes and laughter, free of concern.
Yet in the distance a presence stirs.
As visible the light, darkness is more pure.

You chose this.
You chose this.
You’re an old soul in an ancient game of cat and mouse.
The oldest trick in the book.
An eternal amnesiac.
A prisoner of your own machinations.
A victim of separation.
No recollection of before.
So very keen on your own deprivation.

The hourglass wanes.
The sand representing inevitable decay.
All too familiar.
Saturn ablaze.
Every forsaken reason to turn away.
Every god damn reason to feel ashamed.
Picking up the pieces.
Picking up the pieces.
We’re treading along the preordained.
Doesn’t matter which way you came.
The parasites have already dug your grave.
I look away…

And yet it’s calling me.
Beckoning me back to that other place.
I grasp dead soil in hopes of something solid.
Something familiar.
Something known to me.
But my surroundings have fled any sense of rationality.
Is this a test?
Have you drawn me out of some dark recess so you could humble me?
The jagged jigsaws of my fractured memory?
Split apart at the seams.
Detached for the sake of my own sanity.

Oh if words could do it justice I would sing for you.
If a painting could show you the complexity within this void gaped dream.
I’d let you feel the shapeless clay of all that came to be.
I’d let you inhale the scent of decaying eternity.
But justice escapes me.
No one makes it out alive because they don’t want to be.
Observe polarity.
Matter is a manifestation of disparity.
It is absolutely meaningless that someone cared for me.
For I am complete.
Colossal and devoid I am a monstrosity.
I’ve walked among every dark and treacherous road you see.
I’ve tasted every last dying bit of flesh to know tragedy.
As jagged as the pieces that remain of me.
There is no salvation without mortality.
One day you too will know what it all means.
And don’t you dare turn away.
Confront your demons and know shame.
There is no good or evil just duality.
Then totality.

Now let go of me…

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The Door:

Posted on March 30, 2018 at 6:00pm 0 Comments

I have no knowledge of what lies beneath

But a vague understanding of what consumes me

Memories of pain and memories of joy

Nothing tangible can fill this void…



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Machines Of The Crone:

Posted on March 27, 2018 at 7:25pm 0 Comments

The darkness surrounds and devours the sun,

As the silence marks closure and the end of what was.

All that is hateful, foul and wrong,

Will feast on the pure in a horrible song.

The inevitable comes…

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The Grudge

Posted on January 7, 2018 at 2:58pm 0 Comments

Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity

Calculate what we will or will not tolerate

Desperate to control all and everything

Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen

Clutch it like a cornerstone, otherwise it all comes down

Justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end

Clutch it like a cornerstone, otherwise it all comes down

Terrified of being wrong, ultimatum prison cell

Saturn…

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Eternal Amnesiac

Posted on January 7, 2018 at 2:55pm 0 Comments

My eyes unsewn, at last I wake.

Born anew into a familiar place.

Crumbling walls within a hidden plane.

Yet still it seems I am further away.

Be humble.

Be loving and bold.

Yet flex graciously.

Like amorphous mold.

For it is upon the eternal stone.

That the ankh shapes the soul.

And that all we touch.

Will soon turn…

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At 6:21am on January 4, 2018, sav said…

we hope you enjoy your time here, Nick

 
 
 

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