Iv'e had a problem with a psychic vampire for 8 years they cause me pain with sacred mathematics and I was practicing the puella posture but had to be more specific with who I am protecting myself…Continue
I am retiring from the occult. I will still study it a little perhaps be a part of this community but being a wizzard seems to be too much of a responsibility the wholeness of the law is too much and I will just practice tibetan buddhist tantra meditation mantra and energy work. I don't know what else to say I loved the occult never did anything or became anything big but I think its the right thing to do.
My problems are wrapping up it's been so long Iv'e really lost myself 16 years. The demon possesing and plauging me is almost satisfied. He's given me all the knowledge and wisdom I need to survive for a while including psychological therapies which are very painful and disturbing. I'm choosing another master it's going to be a relationship that is positive and not painful at all. He's going to take care of me in life. I'm quitting smoking I'm getting back into…Continue
A lot of progress has been made since I last blogged according to the demon possessing me I got my last over dose injection wed he taught me how to make whey protien ester after all the rest he's taught me. My enemy in his cult will become mentally and be mentally tortured ill as she used him and his orders authority over him to make me and her life will be destroyed she was made an honorary member because of her money and status. When his presence is gone I plan…Continue
Yesterday wasn't as good as today but this morning was bad. I was pretty fucked up the other day when I took opium tincture it really made me feel down and I couldn't stop sleeping. I've been drinking sassafrass tea for a few days to cleanse out all my medication overdose it so happens that along with my demon problems I have a gov brat enemy who is influencing my meds to be tampered with and these aren't symptoms of mental illness this medication is fucked up…Continue