Troy Whitzel's Page

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about what it is that I want or that I’m looking for. It gets frustrating not being able to articulate it or for that fact define it, even to myself. We look for acceptance, somewhere that we fit. I have found myself seeing more of the ugly in people and realized that I’m playing into the wrong hand. I thought about the people that looked past the ugly in me and allowed me to grow. Not by judging or pointing out all my faults but simply leading by example. So…

I used the think the secrets of the mystery schools were kept secret as a means of controlling the masses a lot like religions although i think religions were created for that reason along with a means of  hope. Or were the mystery schools a way of reincarnating without losing your memory a constant build up of intelligence and experience or maybe a way to travel through the universe looking for a body to inhabit the book of the dead says the soul enters the body on the 49th day oddly enough…

Hello,

I am new to Esoteric Online I have been checking this subject and Alchemy for the last 2 to 3 years mostly keeping my interest to myself. Anyways i was wondering if anyone had any recomendationdsfor a more structured course or studing these subjects.