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Under the surface

There is so much in my head that sometimes I wish I had a turn off switch

With one click everything would stop, even the thought of who I am.

What would it be like if one day I could wake up as someone else.

May be life would be easier, may be than I don’t have to fight everyday

My sanity hangs on a thread of a spider’s web, the slightest breeze can tear it

Leaving me falling down in a black hole of fear and pain, memory’s and feelings

Of a time long…


Added by anki on September 19, 2018 at 12:30pm — No Comments

Womb of life

Life is born in darkness; the nothingness of the womb is the mother of all creation

No cells and no souls exist outside of the nothing

We all exist in it, in a state of dream, playing characters of our own subconscious

A continuous archetype theater over and and over again

The curtains never fall, the light never turns on

It is but an illusion of a beautiful mind,

There is no light and no self in a dream world.

The consciousness is all there…


Added by anki on September 3, 2018 at 4:19pm — No Comments

Stairway of gold

Once upon a time in the east there was a forest filled with life

Through the forest ran a river shallow but long separating two countries.

Around its shores there were gray rocks and yellow sand.

Small hills reaching up with trees surrounding the river.

Forest reaching far to the nearby village.

Between the forest and the village there was a field

Corn field, far and wide with a small graveyard on its north side.

A path ran in the middle of…


Added by anki on August 27, 2018 at 2:15pm — No Comments

LIttle angel

Once upon a time in the west there was a castle upon the clouds

Where angels lived eternally in the silence of the sky.

No birds would reach their sanctuary and no man would ever see the shrine.

Peacefully the angels lived apart from men high on the clouds.

Until one day an angel got curious what they all do on Earth.

Everything was peaceful in their castle but how did things go about down there.

What does a human think? Or feel? How do they love? Where do they go to…


Added by anki on August 22, 2018 at 5:54pm — 1 Comment

The general and the oracle

There was a general I met long ago, in the lands of Zagrey.

Golden helmet he had with red feathers on top

White horse he rode on with black seat where he sat on

Fear he would spread anywhere he went, heads would roll with just a look

Through the woods of the mountain he rode night after night

Searching for the eye of the sun for the waters of life


War has been heavy on him, his heart cold.

No other life he knew than that of a…


Added by anki on August 5, 2018 at 6:48am — No Comments

Butterfly of the sun

On butterfly wings I flew to my ancestor’s home.

To where my blood flows, to where no fear grows.

I flew to my soul’s birth lands to the roots of my heart.

It’s there, where true love flourished.

Where my father was born, where his father was born

And his father’s father long long time ago.


On butterfly wings I saw who I used to be.

Who I was before my soul broke, before my trust vanished.

A new sun was born from those ashes,…


Added by anki on July 31, 2018 at 5:18pm — No Comments

Heart compass

Listen to the voice in your heart

It is as loud as thunder and bright as the sun

It moves mountains and makes oceans split.

The rivers of god flowing freely in your soul.

When you look inside be silent

Observe without judgment, see without words

Feel without skin, hear without noise.

The soul flies with the win it is a cloud with no limit

The boundaries are only set by the mind.

Open it and creation is in your hands

The secret of…


Added by anki on June 30, 2018 at 5:45pm — No Comments

Rumi - Life and death

Life & Death


look at love

how it tangles

with the one fallen in love

look at spirit

how it fuses with earth

giving it new life

why are you so busy

with this or that or good or bad

pay attention to how things blend

why talk about all

the known and the unknown

see how the unknown merges into the known

why think seperately

of this life and the next

when one is born from the last

look at your…


Added by anki on May 18, 2018 at 6:14pm — No Comments

Origin and Nature of Sator Square


The Sator Square, ancestor of crosswords, is a famous word square in Latin. It is a word square containing a Latin palindrome featuring the words SATOR AREPO TENET OPERA ROTAS written in a square so that they may be read top-to-bottom, bottom-to-top, left-to-right, and right-to-left. Note that a word square is a special case of acrostic. It consists of a set of…


Added by anki on May 11, 2018 at 6:17am — 3 Comments

Our Universe Was Born in a Black Hole, Theory Says

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By Charles Q. Choi, Contributor…

Added by anki on March 25, 2018 at 12:30pm — No Comments

The oak

The oak watched the daisy be carried away with tears in his eyes

He always dreamed to go before her, it was his little princess.

Now she is taken away somewhere far from his sight

He hoped she would be safe and well, hoped he could see her

Though oaks don’t travel and mice can’t carry them around to see daisies.

The oak would often ask the wind

“Hi wind, you who have been everywhere and see everything. Have you seen my daisy?”

“I haven’t oak,…


Added by anki on March 20, 2018 at 3:20pm — No Comments

A Rosicrucian Prayer Symbol

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The Christ taught that prayer was very important. He gave instructions how to pray, and gave actual prayers. St. Paul said, “continue” in prayer.

Definitions, as to what prayer really is or should be, differ. One’s conception of prayer is determined by…


Added by anki on February 2, 2018 at 2:43am — 1 Comment

"If you meet the Buddah on the road, kill him."

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"Like they say in Zen, when you attain Satori, nothing is left for you in that moment than to have a good laugh.” –Alan Watts

The title of this article is a koan attributed to a 1st century Zen Master named Linji Yixuan. It’s obviously not…


Added by anki on January 26, 2018 at 4:24am — 1 Comment


Mother earth, mother of all there: is hear me!

I am lost mother I don’t know who I am

I have been walking you lands life after life

Tell me where to look, how to heal, who I am.

Gentle and caring embraced I am into your arms

Slowly growing in your womb, until perfection is…


Added by anki on November 4, 2017 at 11:00am — No Comments

The daisy and the oak

There was a flower once that grew aside a tree

 A small daisy that leaned on the strength of the old oak

One day the oak saw the daisy had her head down

It looked silent and sad, lost in thoughts

What is wrong? Asked the old oak, what worries you child?

The daisy sighed again and looked back down.

Is the shade I offer not enough? Don’t you grow well?

The daisy nodded, “yes I do old oak”

“What is the matter?”

“I am always alone;…


Added by anki on October 14, 2017 at 3:00pm — 2 Comments

Return of the Ancient Gods: The Resurgence of Paganism


written by: Caleb Strom

Over the past two centuries, Europe has become increasingly secular. Scholars in fact no longer talk of the Christian West when they speak of Modern Europe and North America, but of the Secular West. There is however evidence of a…


Added by anki on September 19, 2017 at 5:30pm — No Comments

Friedrich Nietzsche: Thus Spake Zarathustra- (piece of chapter one)

Three metamorphoses of the spirit do I designate to you: how the spirit becometh a camel, the camel a lion, and the lion at last a child.

"Many heavy things are there for the spirit, the strong load-bearing spirit in which reverence dwelleth: for the heavy and the heaviest longeth its strength.

What is heavy? so asketh the load-bearing spirit; then kneeleth it down like the camel, and wanteth to be well laden.

What is the heaviest thing, ye…


Added by anki on July 13, 2017 at 7:52am — No Comments

Mystic wisdom - amorc


Rosicrucian book of quotes about mysticism

We Are All Potential Mystics What is mysticism and how…


Added by anki on May 17, 2017 at 6:29am — 2 Comments

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