Question: so who or what is the personality?
Answer: the Personality is Adam (natural cognitive man); man formed by Yahweh(IAM THAT IAM) and commanded to develop his individuality in Eden,-an environment of all potential possibilities. Adam is symbolic of YOU as the cognitive man (man in process of learning), and all of the prophets symbolize stages of development in YOU, From Adam To Jesus (Perfected Man). If we reach the stage of development called Jesus (Perfected Man) we must X-out the personality, and rise up to our "Christ Self", individuality, spiritual consciousness or total enlightenment.
Personality is what man seems to be when he thinks in his three-dimensional consciousness.
Individuality is what he really is when he thinks in his unlimited spiritual consciousness.
As the true Christ self emerges, personality decreases. The real self, the individuality, begins to express. "He must increase, but I (Ego) must decrease" (John 3:30).
It was Jesus’ (Ego, The Personality) that was sent to be crucified, it was the personality that hesitated and didn’t want to be killed at all. So-called Christian scholars tell us that this hesitation comes from the flesh side of him (in other words he was tempted), and that his soul which is godly does not have this hesitation at all. But when we look at Matthew 26:38 it seems like Jesus is contradicting this idea by saying, "My soul is exceeding sorrowful,even unto death." This is the animal soul (נפש הבהמית; nefeshhabehamit) which is the part of the soul that gives life to the physical aspect of man, the physical body, and is the source of animalistic desires within a person.
Man has free will
In Matthew 26:38) He (The nefeshhabehamit of Jesus says that it really is his soul that is hesitating and not his body. These are Jesus' own words: God answered the prayers of Jesus after Jesus made the above mentioned prayer he was answered by God according to Hebrews 5:7 "Who in the days of his flesh (mortal consciousness),when he had offered up prayers and supplications with strong crying and tears unto him that was able to save him from death, and was heard in that he feared."These words clearly show that when Jesus (ego-personality) (who was thinking in His mortal consciousness or days of his flesh was praying strongly to God, God would grant him his request. The word "heard in that he feared" (Hebrews 5:7) means that God granted him what he requested. So the above verse shows that when Jesus in the canon asked of God to "let this cup (The consciousness of eternal life)pass from him" (Matthew 26:39), God responded to his prayer and saved him from physical death.
Question: this doesn't make any sense, then why was Jesus sent into the world to be crucified if in the end he was saved from death?
Answer: the reason it doesn't make sense is because it is the EGO talking,and it is not to be taken literally, and it is talking about principles in man,that has been crypt-ed in a story. Even some of the verses of the synoptic gospels contradict themselves as absolute TRUTH. We must extract, and overstand the symbols and principles in the story and not focus on the story itself.
Question: are you saying there are contradictions in the Bible?
Answer: yes, there are many contradictions in the Bible, many lost words,and many revisions and mistranslated. But if you focus on the meaning of the symbols in the story, and not the details of the story itself, the symbols will reveal the hidden truth within. Remember in ancient Kemet we used symbols to tell our story.
Here are some examples of contradictions from the canonized scriptures:
Mark 16:5 who moved the stone?
5 Entering the tomb, they saw a young man sitting at the right, wearing a white robe; and they were amazed. 6 And he said to them,"Do not be amazed; you are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who has been crucified. He has risen; He is not here; behold, here is the place where they laid Him.…
3 And they entered in, and found not the body of the Lord Jesus. 4 And it came to pass,as they were much perplexed thereabout, behold, two men stood by them in shining garments: 5 And as they were afraid, and bowed down their faces to the earth, they said unto them, why seek ye the living among the dead? 6 He is not here, but is risen:
2 And,behold, there was a great earthquake: for the angel of the Lord descended from heaven, and came and rolled back the stone from the door, and sat upon it. 3 His countenance was like lightning, and his raiment white as snow: 4 And for fear of him the keepers did shake, and became as dead men. 5 And the angel answered and said unto the women, Fear not ye: for I know that ye seek Jesus, which was crucified. 6 He is not here: for he is risen,
Jesus' last words
MAT 27:46,50: "And about the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, "Eli, eli, lama sabachthani?"that is to say, "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?"...Jesus, when he cried again with a loud voice, yielded up the ghost."
LUK 23:46: "And when Jesus had cried with a loud voice, he said, "Father, unto thy hands I commend my spirit:"and having said thus, he gave up the ghost."
JOH 19:30: "When Jesus therefore had received the vinegar, he said, "It is finished:" and he bowed his head, and gave up the ghost."
These accounts should be the same, but now do you see why we have to focus on the symbols and principles, and not on the story itself?
Question:So the story of Jesus (The Ego Personality) was sent into the world to be crucified, so the Christ man of divine spiritual man can live in us, am I right?
Answer:yes, you have it, just study and meditate on the symbols, meanings, and principles and the “gnosis” with come to you. Remember the life of Jesus is a story of the crucifixion of the ego-sense man, and the resurrection of the divine spiritual man in you. This story has been told for thousands of years in many cultures. It can be found in the story of Heru and Set of ancient Kemet (Egypt).
There are at least twenty Christ type stories that precede the modern Canonized Jesus Christ story which laid the foundation for the salvation of the world, and ascended back to heaven:
CHRIST TYPES THAT PREDATE THE MODERN CANONIZED STORY OF JESUS CHRIST
Question: so you are saying there were many stories of spiritual men being crucified in many cultures?
Answer: In the ancient world knowledge was given to the people in lesser mysteries or mythos so the people at all levels could overstand the meaning behind the symbols, usually using nature as its backdrop. These stories from all around the world were symbolic in principle of crucifying the personality of the total ego.