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This group is open for discussion for those with a fascination with the afterlife.

When I was two years old, I had an experience of death. However, it was not in a physical sense, but took place on a spiritual level. It happened when my biological mother gave me up for adoption. My biological mother loved me very much, but she was also very messed up in her young life and had no other choice but to give her child up to another family who she knew would love me and care for me in ways that she couldn't. I remember she tried to explain what was going on, but being a toddler and having no rational mind or ability to reason yet developed in my brain, all I could do was accept the moment in its fullness.

Being two years old and very acutely aware of my surroundings and conscious of life, the experience was so inexplicably real.  I experienced it as a child processes abandonment; children unconsciously associate abandonment with death.  At the moment I realized I would never see my Mother again, the feeling of death came over me so strongly, and I can remember a dark shadow coming over the room and the feeling of death coming into my body, mind and being.

Since this experience, I have always had a foot in both worlds, and a very deep knowing of things unseen. I have a profound and non verbal relationship with the aspect of death which I believe to be a very sacred part of life; the sacred life-death-life processes that we all face in our lives.



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Comment by LIGHT_SHARER on October 17, 2013 at 12:14am


My husband transitioned in 2009--suddenly.  I founding him laying on the floor in the basement, as though he laid down to take a nap and left his vessel!

After the initial shock, I perceived his crossing over as a New Life for each of us; "he", the the Spirit World, and I, alone on this Earthly plane.  At the time I was physically disabled, and knew his 'leaving' was a message from The Divine, "It's time to get off your butt and live this incarnation to the best of your ability!"  My dear husband cared for me (as in took care of me) and wouldn't allow me to progress on my own.  Being "alone", I had no choice!

My son advised me not to phrase it that way to others, "They'll think you've lost it!", but I did anyway.  He was correct, I received many strange looks, but I knew in my heart I was correct.

I now frequently have OBE's.  Can have them at will.  I must say, the ethereal world is quite beautiful and peaceful.  I am unsure exactly where one "goes" when they leave their vessels, but to those who have lost a beloved, rest assured, if it's anything similar to where "I" travel, it is nothing but peaceful, Loving, and beauty-filled!

My "soul dog" of 14 years transitioned the following year.  I was privileged to be there when the vet helped him leave his vessel behind.  It was a mystical experience.  I bawled my eyes out, but "knew" he was in a better place.  I remember stroking him, and saying, "Peanut.  I'll never have a dog with fur as soft as yours (it was unique), and I'll never bond with another as I bonded with you.

He proved me wrong.  He has returned as Pepper, a black, bouncy female (he was a white, calm, male).  "Her" (his) fur is identical to that in her/ his previous incarnation; "a rare type of fur", per her vet.

Thank you for starting this wonderful topic!

∞ lightsharer ∞

Comment by Gail. on September 6, 2013 at 3:18pm
Err....I've only just joined this site and am not too sure what to do. But I joined this group because I have a deep fascination for the afterlife. My husband passed over in January 2012 and then my father passed over the following May and so I have been through an extremely tough time - in fact I refer to it as my Dark Night Of The Soul. I became obsessed about life after death and read everything I could get my hands on. Happily, I've settled down a bit and it's now a healthy fascination with it. I actually didn't believe in life after death until my little cat Barney was sadly run over and killed a few years ago. I found him on the road and it broke my heart. I couldn't get the image of him out of my head so one night I asked God to remove the image of my dead cat from my mind. I had a sort of lucid dream which was extremely real that my cat came to see me and I remember thinking ' but you're dead Barney'. Anyway, I played with him for a bit and then he had to go. He jumped out of the window, as he always did, and walked down the garden and he kept looking back at me as if to say ' I'm ok now so let me go'. I felt so different the next morning and It made me realise that there is life after death and I also realised there is much more to animals than I first thought too. I have had several psychic experiences since then, and am much more open minded than I used to be :) Anyway, if you can let me know how this group works I'd be very grateful. Thank you.
Comment by Readlorey on April 4, 2013 at 7:25pm

If the message I received is correct which was the same date a psychic told me, then I will be here for at least another thirty years and can go on vacation sometime in 2042, actual date to be determined later.

However, someone I know may be passing to the other side, or where ever, on 8/17/2020.

Comment by Readlorey on April 4, 2013 at 4:36am

What they call death is just another journey to another journey like the life we live now. But I'm going on vacation after I leave this life before I go on. I need a break. LOL

Comment by Adam Kadmon on April 4, 2013 at 3:51am

Comment by anki on March 14, 2013 at 12:44am

yes thats it. ha,.... what do u know its on youtube, i didnt see that coming hehehe.

thanks a lot DA

Comment by anki on March 13, 2013 at 12:35am

great idea. i like it.

i have read a book on it that has changed the way i see everything deeply.

its called the journey of the souls. im not sure if our library has it, will look into it,

thanks a lot for the invite


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