No i do not worry at all. I started to read your blog yesterday and im still in september 2005. for me its interesting where it takes you - who will you be after 5 years. do i understand correctly - you wrote poems once in a while? do you have any of them online? id like to read if you do not mind.
OH MY GOSH, you are the same Sophie White!!! That is soooo, amazing!!! What kind of synchronicity is at play here! I found it through searching Google for it, so exhilarating that you are an existing member here.
You are the one who is thanked, many times over, without you there would be no audio version available to my knowledge. Bless you. You have a wonderful smile BTW ;)
That is the Apis, or the Egyptian bull of Memphis which was the sacred vehicle for the transmigration of the soul of the god Osiris.
Mant Egyptians felt that if the bull breathed on a child that it would make them more illustrious.
Apis has the lunar globe on his head, and is symbolic of the breaking of the new yeaer during the vernal equinox. Finally, the Apis signifies that the God-Mind is trapped in the body of a beast and that means that our physical shell is the vehicle of divinity waiting to be liberated.
This only applied when the vernal equinox occured in the sign of Taurus.