Hello everyone.I'm at a crossroads, at the moment, unsure what to make of my experiences and beliefs. I don't know much about the paths of esoteric knowledge or where I should begin to look. I would…Continue
After setting up a ward and channeling a certain spirit, I've had no problems with demonic activity or psychic assault. I think this may be a stable solution. In other news, it turns out I was right about the murder taking place in my apartment. This probably has something to do with the weakened boundary here.
Busy working on a project. Updates will continue to be sparse for a while.
An update on the situation described in my previous blog post. The general sense of dread I've experienced has lessened. In fact, the last few days have seen me experience quite the opposite. I began to worry at how easily I found things amusing and was prone to laughter. With these two extremes of emotion in mind, I delved into the library for information. Based on certain texts related to clairvoyance and scrying, I believe I may have come under occult attack…Continue
An oppressive darkness surrounds me. I can feel it, gnawing at the fringes of my perception. I am currently researching means to defend myself from it. In case I go dark soon, I would like to present the following details.
Not long after I began my meditations on astral perception, I began to experience negative energies in greater depth. In that time, nothing noteworthy has happened in my life that should affect my emotional wellbeing or…Continue
In a recent forum post, I described experiences wherein I had observed inhuman entities in some parallel world, if only briefly. I also mentioned that my ability to do so at will was limited. I've gathered my thoughts surrounding this phenomenon and conducted some testing. I'll try to explain it here. I should clarify first - I have little background in any esoteric tradition, so my descriptions or methods may sound uncouth to some of you. If anything here agrees or…Continue